Can’t decide..
if I should go back to this..my old theme..kinda missing it although it needs a little fixing up to get it back the way it was.
Then again I do dig the one I’m using now. Here’s an up close & personal look at the new theme I’m thinking of using. What cha think folks, better than the one I’m using
now or no??
Click on link for China Red theme:
http://themes.wordpress.net/testrun/


Guess I’ll make up my mind this week-end. The day has been an easy ones so far..no headaches or aches of any kind..a little restless as I’v been trying to cut back on the dreeze..can’t even believe how much I’ve used/been using over the winter. Actually it’s a year now I’ve been going like this..don’t really even know how I managed it. For now I have enough methadone to get me through any bad withdrawals..but what happens when I’m back down to having only my normal daily dose available to me instread of this stash I’ve built up. Can I sustain on only juice again..God I want too..and excuses aside…this is getting harder and harder to kick as time goes on. To find myself once more carrying a double addiction..well suffice to say..I don’t even want to go there..on how I let myself slip yet a-fucking-gain. It’s at the point..ha that’s a joke..I’ve been at this ’supposed’ point..hundreds of times before. But anyway for the purposes of getting this post out I’ll go with that line.
Yea so..it’s at the point where if I even talk about it I can’t stand myself..the whining, the complaining the thoughts. The same excuses eagerly lined up, nice and convenient in the back of my mind for the day they’re needed..like today. No need to get at any ‘real’ answers..no need to sit and wonder why. I’ve mouthed them and sold them all before.
Slap Slap Mary
Later gators..have a great week-end













